Damn how I crave my wife discretely coming full circle to having genuine sincere desire for her (and some other lucky BBCS f pleasures) AND not mine, to being ALL IN AND commmitting to being honest with herself sexually, by the desires of her fantasies of being a MARRIED/ side chick to a BBC gentleman that captivates her body and mind to such degree that she has placed him primarily over her husband in every regard, aspect, and consideration for the "any moment" he feels wanting to having and needing her company, body, and heart!!! Shit i got a major "iron like"hard on just imagining that actually transpiring and being mines and hers REALITY!!!
She's not alone to have an addiction. I have an addiction to the BBC's and I ejaculate every day in front their sexual power and performance, the dicks of the BBC's are superior in everything and we, the losers little dicks can absolutely not compare us, we have nothing in our pants and do not have the right to please a women.